My First Comment.

Today has been pretty flat, I’ve seen no one at work and Lady Alex seems like she never existed it been that long since I saw her – two whole days now. Because it was raining today I set too and painted the letterbox from outside the back door. She bought some paint the other day when we were out shopping and said that in the event of any bad weather I was to give it a clean and paint so now I’ve done all the jobs she asked, hopefully she will be pleased by that.

There has been one nice development to brighten the day and I’m thanking Bill for this as it was he that left me my first comment – and it was a nice one too! I wasn’t even sure if anyone was interested in what I was writing so it was good to see someone does read it after all.

Bill asked if I would do what Lady Alex tells me even if I know it to be wrong? I think he is referring to what happened to the other gardener when he asks this question. Well I’m fool enough to fall in love with her knowing she is out of bounds and will never be mine so I guess I would be fool enough to do whatever she asked of me. Right or wrong I have put my trust in her so I have to trust that even if she asked me to do something that is wrong she would spare me from the consequences. But then again I would like to think I was that guy who would take his coat off and throw it across a muddy puddle to save her from getting wet feet, so I would probably be happy to take the blame for her if need be.

I’m sure I will like the job, I’ve enjoyed the first week despite everything.

I don’t really know anything about politics, I just want to do a good job and enjoy my work but I think I know what you mean and I think there was something going off yesterday but I don’t know what. As for getting ratted on for fucking my lady, I think chance will be a fine thing, I’m just hoping she remembers about us being work mates when she gets back because I will be happy with that.

Anyway thanks for the advice Bill.