Over the past few weeks the emphasis in my life has gone from warrior to romantic lover back to warrior, both are new to me and had to be learnt along the way, although both have been feelings rather than lessons, the former was never really put to the test before as I thought it would be but today there is a new challenge. I feel I accomplished the romantic lover bit quite well. After what Nicole said the other day about leaving her for a younger model one day I feel it important to reassure her that she is everything I want in a woman so today I did something that I have been working on in my mind for a few days. I’m still quite overcome with disbelief that she is a real girlfriend with whom I’m allowed to express feelings of the heart so when I saw her approaching the potting shed for our daily get together I had to bite the bullet and do a count down from ten to push me on.
She was as beautiful as ever, and immediately set the trouser department all of a tingle and my heart racing, this effect she has on me has not altered one bit, I’m sure one day it will but there is no sign of that yet. Once in the potting shed I told her with great authority to stand still. She went to enquire why but I said to be quiet and listen. I went behind her and took her hair which was lose this day in my hands and held it to my face to feel the soft silky feeling that only my lady’s hair has. She asked what she was supposed to be listening to?
‘My heart, can you hear how you make it beat so loud and fast’? I said and then urged her to be still.
With the lightest of touches I ran the back of my finger slowly up and down the back of her neck. I know she likes this as she had me do it to her last week. I felt a shudder run through her body. Having taken in the feel and smell of her hair I let my right hand run down her back to the curves of her bottom. I closed my eyes and felt its form as if I were a blind man trying to determine what was to hand. There was no squeezing or anything so brutal, everything was done with the lightest of touch just for the pure sensation of touching. Slowly I moved round to her front and took delight from the look on her face as I opened my eyes. I didn’t want to speak for fear of encouraging her to do likewise but I risked this to tell her that if I opened my eyes for the first time ever and saw what I was looking at right now everything else in life would be a disappointment to me.
‘Oh God Jake’, was thankfully all she said as my fingers now explored the front as they had done her back. She offered no resistance as my fingers explored her lower body while my mouth and tongue explored her lips. Again this was done with the lightest of touches and was also something she taught me just the other day. You sort of kiss her lips and if she goes to kiss you back or anything you move back and you keep on doing this teasing thing until she can’t stand it. She went to lift her arms, I think probably to embrace me or stop me from pulling away but I was ready and caught her before she caught me. I reached for the computer magazine that I had been reading during my lunch break. I opened it at a random page and passed it to her and told her to read something from it. She looked at me enquiringly but did as I asked and I listened to her every breath as she read out a few sentences in her so sexy refined voice. She could make me orgasm whilst she was reading a tax return with that voice.
I stopped her and told her to roll up the magazine and hit me on the head with it.
‘Not too hard mind’.
She laughed and asked why?
‘Well because I’ve just smelled you with my nose, touched you with my hands, tasted you with my lips and heard you with my ears and you have stimulated everyone of my senses beyond belief so I need you to hit me on the head so that I know it’s not a dream and I really do have the most beautiful sexy woman in the world as my girlfriend’.
I thought all that up this morning in bed and fine tuned it throughout the morning, I think I may have over done it a little bit as I saw her eyes filling up before she gave me the biggest hug ever she nearly put my neck out.
I told her as she hugged me, ‘I will never leave you’.
I discovered something else today, it’s fun to make a girl cry, I love being able to say stuff like that to her and mean it and I love wiping away the tears afterwards and you sort of know that even though she is crying you just made her so happy and for me that’s the best thing ever – knowing she is happy and contented. I also thought this was a good time to ask her if she would let me take her out to dinner on Sunday.
‘Oh Jake, I love it so much when you’re like this, that would be really nice’.
She gave me another big hug and an even bigger kiss and it didn’t go unnoticed with her that something had cum between us. I know I’m flippin’ useless but I can’t help it, all that touching and huggin’ and kissin’ and her hot body rubbin’ against me, but it was the tongue and what it was doing in my mouth that finished things off, I never even knew tongues could be sexy let alone make you orgasm – or is that just me? We have an advert on our TV about guys with erectile dysfunction’s (Means he can’t get hard) well I got the perfect cure for your dysfunctional erectile – and no you can’t borrow her!
She just looked at me and smiled before saying, “Honestly Jake, what are you like’.
I wasn’t upset this time because she must really know what I’m like by now and I half suspect she knows exactly how to make me like it if you know what I mean. Also she has said that she finds it flattering that I get so excited and that a good stiff cock doesn’t lie. So now if its happening I let it and I also let her know somehow that it’s happening, its good that she knows I’m pleased to see her.
Anyway this is just the start of my plans, tomorrow I’m off to buy something and on Sunday I’m taking her out to dinner, I guess that will be our first date as I don’t think B&Q or Fenwick’s really counts as a date. I’m afraid you will all have to wait until Monday to see what I bought and how the date went.
A friend asked me the other day if my lady has her own money. Well yes she does, her family own an estate in the south, she has two brothers though so she will never be able to take to the estate afer her parents pass on, that Responsibility will fall to her eldest brother but she will have enough to make her independent and I can live like a lord and you lot will be all too common for me to speak to LOL! I’m just kidding. Oh yes one more thing. When I talk about Tony the way I sometimes do please don’t think I’m being disrespectful to him or other gay people, it’s the Dark Lord that I am being bitter towards.
She was as beautiful as ever, and immediately set the trouser department all of a tingle and my heart racing, this effect she has on me has not altered one bit, I’m sure one day it will but there is no sign of that yet. Once in the potting shed I told her with great authority to stand still. She went to enquire why but I said to be quiet and listen. I went behind her and took her hair which was lose this day in my hands and held it to my face to feel the soft silky feeling that only my lady’s hair has. She asked what she was supposed to be listening to?
‘My heart, can you hear how you make it beat so loud and fast’? I said and then urged her to be still.
With the lightest of touches I ran the back of my finger slowly up and down the back of her neck. I know she likes this as she had me do it to her last week. I felt a shudder run through her body. Having taken in the feel and smell of her hair I let my right hand run down her back to the curves of her bottom. I closed my eyes and felt its form as if I were a blind man trying to determine what was to hand. There was no squeezing or anything so brutal, everything was done with the lightest of touch just for the pure sensation of touching. Slowly I moved round to her front and took delight from the look on her face as I opened my eyes. I didn’t want to speak for fear of encouraging her to do likewise but I risked this to tell her that if I opened my eyes for the first time ever and saw what I was looking at right now everything else in life would be a disappointment to me.
‘Oh God Jake’, was thankfully all she said as my fingers now explored the front as they had done her back. She offered no resistance as my fingers explored her lower body while my mouth and tongue explored her lips. Again this was done with the lightest of touches and was also something she taught me just the other day. You sort of kiss her lips and if she goes to kiss you back or anything you move back and you keep on doing this teasing thing until she can’t stand it. She went to lift her arms, I think probably to embrace me or stop me from pulling away but I was ready and caught her before she caught me. I reached for the computer magazine that I had been reading during my lunch break. I opened it at a random page and passed it to her and told her to read something from it. She looked at me enquiringly but did as I asked and I listened to her every breath as she read out a few sentences in her so sexy refined voice. She could make me orgasm whilst she was reading a tax return with that voice.
I stopped her and told her to roll up the magazine and hit me on the head with it.
‘Not too hard mind’.
She laughed and asked why?
‘Well because I’ve just smelled you with my nose, touched you with my hands, tasted you with my lips and heard you with my ears and you have stimulated everyone of my senses beyond belief so I need you to hit me on the head so that I know it’s not a dream and I really do have the most beautiful sexy woman in the world as my girlfriend’.
I thought all that up this morning in bed and fine tuned it throughout the morning, I think I may have over done it a little bit as I saw her eyes filling up before she gave me the biggest hug ever she nearly put my neck out.
I told her as she hugged me, ‘I will never leave you’.
I discovered something else today, it’s fun to make a girl cry, I love being able to say stuff like that to her and mean it and I love wiping away the tears afterwards and you sort of know that even though she is crying you just made her so happy and for me that’s the best thing ever – knowing she is happy and contented. I also thought this was a good time to ask her if she would let me take her out to dinner on Sunday.
‘Oh Jake, I love it so much when you’re like this, that would be really nice’.
She gave me another big hug and an even bigger kiss and it didn’t go unnoticed with her that something had cum between us. I know I’m flippin’ useless but I can’t help it, all that touching and huggin’ and kissin’ and her hot body rubbin’ against me, but it was the tongue and what it was doing in my mouth that finished things off, I never even knew tongues could be sexy let alone make you orgasm – or is that just me? We have an advert on our TV about guys with erectile dysfunction’s (Means he can’t get hard) well I got the perfect cure for your dysfunctional erectile – and no you can’t borrow her!
She just looked at me and smiled before saying, “Honestly Jake, what are you like’.
I wasn’t upset this time because she must really know what I’m like by now and I half suspect she knows exactly how to make me like it if you know what I mean. Also she has said that she finds it flattering that I get so excited and that a good stiff cock doesn’t lie. So now if its happening I let it and I also let her know somehow that it’s happening, its good that she knows I’m pleased to see her.
Anyway this is just the start of my plans, tomorrow I’m off to buy something and on Sunday I’m taking her out to dinner, I guess that will be our first date as I don’t think B&Q or Fenwick’s really counts as a date. I’m afraid you will all have to wait until Monday to see what I bought and how the date went.
A friend asked me the other day if my lady has her own money. Well yes she does, her family own an estate in the south, she has two brothers though so she will never be able to take to the estate afer her parents pass on, that Responsibility will fall to her eldest brother but she will have enough to make her independent and I can live like a lord and you lot will be all too common for me to speak to LOL! I’m just kidding. Oh yes one more thing. When I talk about Tony the way I sometimes do please don’t think I’m being disrespectful to him or other gay people, it’s the Dark Lord that I am being bitter towards.
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